Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: email@example.com
Monday, March 30, 2015
Answers part 3
Thirty two - Who was the last person to make you laugh? My boyfriend :) I am always laughing when i am with him!!!Thirty three - Who was the last person to make you angry? I can't really remember as i dont get angry so often. I can get irritated but i let it go and try to avoid getting angry. But it was most probably my sister.... some stupid arguement a while ago or something like that :)
Forty - Are you worried about the future? Not really. Of course i am wondering whether to begin studying in autumn or spring, at the moment i am feeling so mentally tired from all work that i think i might just try to work summer and autumn and then begin my studies again in spring. But then that means that it will take even longer to get my degree and qualifications. So those are my main worries right now, also how and where i will get a job! But first thing is to apply to places, haha!!Forty one - Are you happy with life right now? Yes, 98% anyway. There are always small things in life you wish were different, but i dont focus on them. I focus on what i have in life and what i can do and achieve. Nothing is impossible and everything can change. I like to appreciate what i have and the good times, because i know that things can easily change and become far worse (not to think like a pessimist, but its the truth). So yes i am happy with life at the moment :)
Forty two - Are you currently jealous? I don't think so. Nothing that pops into my head anyway, like the answer above. I am happy with my life at the moment so i dont feel the need to compare myself or my life to others and so i dont feel jealous :)
Forty four -Do you forgive or forget? I do both, mostly. I have very good memory so i do remember when people do something bad towards me, but at the same time i so easily move on and just forgive. I dont really see the point in holding grudges, it just takes energy and positivity from myself and my life when i could instead focus on other, better things!
Forty six - Favorite Disney Channel show ? I liked loads of Disney shows!! That's so Raven, Hannah Montana, Kim Possible and loads more :)
Forty seven – Who’s 3 of your best girl friends? Why does this feel so hard to answer? If i am very honest i feel like i dont really have so many girl best friends who i feel i can really talk to. Because my friends in school are great friends but at the same time, i havent exactly let them into my life. I havent told them about my past or about my CF and so many other things in my life which means that sometimes there can feel like there is a wall there. That i wouldnt be able to call them and ask for help in a personal situation if needed. Though all my friends in school are awesome and i love them as friends, but its not that best-friend bond. Though i know that with my best friend in Ireland i can talk to about anything which i love. Knowing that even if we havent talked in a month we can skype and just talk about everything and help each other with our problems :) Its important to atleast have that one best friend or person you can talk to. Though not everyone has that, for a very long time i felt very lonely and felt i had no friends and no one i can talk to. Which doesnt help you feel better mentally either when you feel isolated and alone. But know that if you dont have that one best friend, you arent alone. There are many who feel the same way, even people in a big group of friends can feel lonely and like there might not be one 'true best friend' in that circle.