Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: email@example.com
Thursday, February 12, 2015
Trying to be productive
The relief when i finally get to school and open up my school computer and finally have access to the internet and my blog :) haha,
The first thing this morning i had my swedish presentation and i felt super nervous but at the same time confident in what i was saying and i just wanted to get it over with... so it feels good that it is over now :) Can focus on other things, which is what i am supposed to be doing. I.e getting school work done, but i thought now that i have computer and internet i would write a little blog update as well as schedule some posts before i begin with my school work!! :)
Today will be a pretty long day in school, but ive just eaten lunch which was delicious sweet corn burgers with a filling salad!! However it did make me think about how when i was at Mando the food i was served there i thought it was super high calorie and fattening food served to us to make us gain weight, but that was not what it was at all. Because the food i was served at Mando is pretty much the same as the food i am served in school, however now i take the fish or vegetarian option. But its still sauces and rice or pasta or beans and there is nothing strange with that. Infact 75% of the time the school food is really good, and one of my favourites is the sweetcorn burgers so i was super happy when that was on the menu today :)
Do you have any favourite lunch food? Though if i got to choose myself i would make myself a filling salad consisting of chicken, falafels sundried tomatoe, cottage cheese and avocado as well as some crunchy lettuce leaves!! That is the best combination ever and i could eat it for lunch everyday :)
Though enough food talk, its time to be productive!!! :)