Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Too many thoughts at once

Good morning :)

This morning feels like a far too stressful morning for me... Began with first cleaning my room because it was an absolute mess, clothes and papers everywhere, then i began packing a bag as i am staying at A's place this evening i think. Then when i was going to make breakfast the kitchen was choas so had to clean that up before i could proceed with making breakfast. Then i realise that we had pretty much nothing at home (My whole family is so busy at the moment and everyone coming and going at random times, not really having enough time for the basic cleaning and making sure there is food in the fridge!) so had to make a simple breakfast. Then as i sat infront of my computer, ready to write some posts i had all these ideas, all these posts i wanted to write and as i began writing them the creativity just took stop.... the words became forced, i lost my track of thoughts and didnt know what i was writing anymore. So stopped and began writing another post, only for the same thing to happen.
  All these ideas, all these words all wanting to be typed or written down. But trying to formulate the thoughts, make them into comprehensible posts, thats not always easy. Also that i am under a bit of a time press, today im planning to go for brunch with friends and then i think im meeting A, or he will pick me up.... im not really sure what the plan is. There are so many things i want to do today and i dont have time for them all.... Feelings of stress creeping in as i want to do so much, but know that i cant.
Instead, im now going to take a walk with daisy, get some fresh air and then be able to plan my day better!! hahah

This post is so scattered, but that is exactly how my thoughts are right now. Today is just one of those days where i want to do nothing... and have no social contact at all. hahaha.

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