Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: firstname.lastname@example.org
Wednesday, February 25, 2015
This week it is National Eating disorder awareness week. I have been aware of this fact, however i just haven't known what to write....
My recovery, my past, my thoughts, my recovery thoughts.... all written down in posts and have been repeated over and over again, not only by me but by journalists as well. My story being shared around the world. I am glad i can help others, i am glad that i can share what i have been through to help inspire others, to show that recovery is possible. That you dont have to live a life with those awful thoughts in your head, with the constant anxiety, the fear and the controlling voice in your head. Though to overcome those things and live a free life then choosing recovery everyday is the choice you have to make. You have to WANT to recover, you have to keep going even when you are knocked down or you dont want to keep going, its exactly then you need to know your goal of health and recovery and keep fighting.
If i could, i wish i could just snap my fingers and then no one would ever suffer from an eating disorder ever again. Because i would call it a form of hell. Because on the outside you can look so normal, but on the inside there is anxiety, guilt, controlling thoughts, obsessiveness, sadness, fear, depression. Yet those are not seen by others. Eating disorders are not a fashion statement, they are not a way to seek attention and they are not a phase of a lifestyle. They are mental illnesses which require help to recover. It requires YOU to seek help, to accept the help you are given or to find help somewhere else if the first, second, third etc option/alternative wasnt helping.
Recovery is tough, but it is DEFINITELY worth it if you truly recover. And its not impossible to recover, others have done it. Dont think that you are a hopeless case, because you arent. Its just that you have to find the strength, motivation and determination to choose recovery each day!!!
For NED awareness week i would like for YOU (My readers) to Share YOUR advice/tips/what helps YOU for recovery. Whether you want to share your story, something you have learnt, or just a one word sentence like... ' When i have anxiety it helps to sit in my room with music' or if you want to share some motivational inspiration and advice etc
It would be very helpful for others!!!! (So you can email me at: email@example.com ) And i will of course publish whatever you write anonymously if thats what you want :)
You can also read about some previously posted READERS stories
Also this post: Tips to recover from people who have recovered
And you can read more about NEDA week and how to help HERE