Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

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Monday, February 2, 2015

Life doesnt always turn out the way you had planned

Monday the second of February. Time passes by so quickly but at the same time i wish it would just speed up... i want the next few months to just pass by (bad advice i know. Live in the moment. But sometimes the future just seems so much better than the now.).
   School is stressful.... too much to do at once. I just want a break from it all and starting to wonder how i will get everything done... though i know these are just thoughts from tiredness. Because i have managed the past 2,5 intense school years so i know that i can manage these next few months and get everything done on time!! But i am the type of person who just wants to be done with things at once, but that isnt possible when you have assignments that require hours of background research and such...

Anyway i had a math quiz/test today and it went awful.awful.awful. If im honest, i think this will be the first thing i fail :( Not so good at all... hahah but the questions were so much harder than what i had studied so i think i just answered the wrong thing. However when i walked out of the classroom i decided...whats done is done.No it might not have gone so well, but thats life.... next week i have a bigger maths test where i can hopefully do better on that!!

This morning i also managed to drop a plate on my toe (so the plate broke) and left a horrible cut on my toe :( Also... now when im stating random facts and things that have happened from my day. When i was on my way to the gym i realised that i might have forgotten to pack my gym shorts... which meant that i then wouldnt be able to workout as i had jeans on me. But when i got to the lockers and started checking my bag i realised i had packed them *sigh of relief* otherwise i would have skipped working out as i wouldnt have had time for it... but it was nice with a morning workout :)





^^Ohhh those bathroom selfies. Im sorry, but well... Im a believer in selfies.
And i felt good and happy (this was before my maths test!) so why not save the memory!!!



Now im just after eating my after school snack: Greek yoghurt, nuts and raisins, crisp bread with spread and salmon & a kiwi and coffee. And im about to do some blogging, some school work and i had planned a phone interview today, so im waiting to see if they call or not... hahah XD But first off.... another coffee!!!




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