Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, February 19, 2015

Last day of school

Waking up Thursday morning and feeling happy because today is my last day of school (until i get 10 days off!) and i have never been this happy!!!  Once my last class is over today i will be super happy knowing that i have more than a week off, the time will fly by (which is the worst) but i want to make the best of it. So i am already planning to meet a friend (hopefully), go to yoga classes, go to the cinema, go for coffee with my aunt, go for walks and runs, watch movies, lots of sleep and then some studying as well. A is working all weekend and almost all next week so that means that i'll have the day to do whatever i feel like but most probably spend the nights there!! Infact ive said im going bake loads and cook dinner at his place (He's the type of person who forgets to eat or is too tired to make food... Crazy?! So ive said that im going to make food as i enjoy it and why not!!!). Though as usual, plans always change so i might just end up spending my whole week watching films and series and not meeting anyone or doing anything!! Depends on how i feel, but more sleep and some alone time is definitely necessary :)

As its my last day of school (for now) i have decided that i'm going to look in the stores afterwards and buy myself something nice....Im not so materialistic, but sometimes a new top or new sports bra or something does make me happy :) As long as materialistic things isnt the only thing that makes me happy, then why not!! :)
  Then this evening im going to eat dinner with A and go see the film Kingsman: The secret service. (It looks like a good film, so i hope it is.) And then i'll most probably spend the night at A's!!!

But first i need to get through the school day and do my swedish test. But i am hoping it wont be too hard!!!