Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Monday, February 23, 2015

Gooey chocolate mudcake recipe

Ingredients for 16 muffins
8 tablespoons cocoa
2 pinches of salt
2 teaspoons baking powder
4 dl flour
5 dl granulated sugar
4 eggs
1 tablespoon vanilla sugar
200 grams of butter

Preheat oven to 200 degrees.
Whisk the eggs and sugar into a porous(?) batter.
Mix in the melted butter and the remaining ingredients and mix until smooth. The batter will be fairly hard to whisk when its done.
Spoon the batter into lots of large muffin cups à la American measurements.
(*If you want to do like me, then add some chocolate or nuts, nut butters etc to the mix)
Bake in the middle of the oven for 10-12 minutes. Not more !!
(Although it does not look as if they're finished, do not let them bake longer. You have to make sure to maintain the stickyness on the inside)

Take them out and let them cool a little.

Recipe source (original version in swedish) X