Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Saturday, February 7, 2015

Eating intuitively (Masterpost)

Intuitive eating.... One of those tricky things which most people dont even really know what it means. They want some concrete plan... they follow what everyone else is eating or follow the latest diet, not sure how to eat or what is best to eat. But really, eating to maintain weight is quite simple - back to basics really. Eating a diet filled with lean protein, complex carbs, healthy fats, vegetables as well as getting your nutrients and minerals and also those special treats when your body and soul just need them. That is a balanced diet and a healthy diet.
  Though how much of what you should eat... that depends on the person and the persons needs.

Listening to your body isnt easy for anyone. Most people have lost their trust in their body and their signals have become so messed up. But if we go back to basics... eating intuitively is listening to YOUR body. Not caring what or how others eat... someone offers you a cookie and you are neither hungry or craving it, then its fine to say no. You go out for lunch and realise you are super hungry so you order some dessert afterwards even though nobody else does... well good for you. You listened to your body. So the first step is to know when you are hungry and the second step is to know what it is you are craving. For me personally my body tells me what im craving mostly... need more carbs then i crave raisins and granola and crisp bread. Need more fat, then its egg yolks and handfuls of nuts... and well, i get enough protein as it is but there are times i dont eat so much protein and then i crave chicken like crazy!  So my body is quite fine tuned when it comes to knowing what my body wants.

And then the hard step of ... how much to eat. People like control, they want to know that they can eat X amount. They want to be sure and certain.... but the body is not a calculator. Its not like you eat 100kcal more one day and suddenly your body will gain 2kg. Its a gradual process, thats how weightless and weight gain works. Its not just a one time thing. So eating that pizza or eating less one day, that doesnt automatically mean weight gain/loss.

So how to begin knowing how much to eat? I have some posts below which might help:

Hunger and fullness
Hunger and fullness - Mando method
How to know if you have eaten enough

Listening to your bodies signals and knowing when you are hungry and when you are full is what intuitive eating is. If you are full you stop, if you are hungry you eat. Though when you are sick your signals become very messed up and you can either eat too much or too little so it can help to follow a meal plan and then gradually begin moving towards more free eating. I.e you want that sandwich for a snack instead of oatmeal, then eat that instead... you want an apple instead of a banana, then eat that.
  You want cookies and milk instead of quark and nuts... then go for the cookies or vice versa. Knowing what your body needs and wants.

I have some posts about intuitive eating below:

Intuitive eating pdf
Intuitive eating quote
Intuitive eating
How to eat normally
The healthy version of intuitive eating

Hopefully this helps and that you get the advice you need to start trusting your body and trying to listen to your hunger cues... know that you can trust your body, it knows better than your head!! Sometimes all you need is that extra cookie and other times you need to put that cookie package away :)

And a last post:

How to stop counting calories


  1. My main goal is to be able to one day eat intuitively again. Personally, I do not think eating intuitively works while you are trying to gain weight as to gain weight you really need to eat more than what your body needs. But I think that eating intuitively is great once you are weight restored like Izzy's Is. :)

    1. Ohh yes when you are in need of gaining alot of weight then eating intuitively doesnt really work.. but when you get closer to a normal weight then you can begin with it. Because intuitive eating is basically your body trying to maintain its weight.... It does take time to find the balance though, and its a great goal to work towards when you are healthier both body and mind!