Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, January 20, 2015

Somedays there is more work to be done

Its 9pm and its only now i have free time.... sometimes i dont even know how i manage everything? Or what i even do with my time. I just always have things to do it seems like.
    I got to school 90 minutes before we started today as i have lots of studying to do for my exam on Thursday... it turns out there are 101 more things i need to learn which i wasnt aware about so that takes alot of time. As well as there being 101 other assignments and things for school to do. And lets not forget the whole planning for university, planning for summer and graduation and all that i need to think about as well. Though as it seems right now i will be doing a so called 'base year' before i actually start my university course....  Ive got to study another maths course (the one higher that i am doing now), physics, biology and chemistry 2.... so those 4 courses will take a year to do i dont know if i will be studying them all at the same time or going like 10-12 weeks intense studying (i.e a whole years worth of studying in those 10-12 weeks) and then a big exam and then onto the next subject... im not so sure, as the information about that base year hasnt been published. Though it does sort of annoy me that i have to take this year of studying these 'base' subjects, as i just want to start studying nutrition and exercise and start working with it!!! haaha *Impatient*

Otherwise its been a sort of blahhh day. I had a really weird person following me on the train station and followed me whenever i moved on the train and followed me when i was walking to my apartment so i had to make a detour and walk into the food shop and try to lose him so that he wouldnt follow me to my apartment building. Super creepy.

When i came home i had to eat a triple portion of everything to fill me up and a little while later it was dinner and now im eating again!! XD 

Im also longing until tomorrow mornings workout! Its going to be a super early morning but i dont mind because i love it :) And when you have these good and excited and happy feelings, then you know what you are doing is right!!! An excitement and happiness for everyday things :)

p.s i know i was going to start the challenge today, but im not sure if it will be up today... ill see whether i manage to write it before i go to bed or not!!! And ill make sure to try to read your posts by tomorrow at least!! :)

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