Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, January 8, 2015

School day!

Back to school today, and it was a long long day!! 9-4.30pm. But actually, im not so tired infact since i have come home i made myself a delicious snack and have sat and written i think 5 long posts now :) Feeling super proud of myself, and i even answered emails during my break in school today as i didnt really have any work to do. So feeling productive!!
    I still have work to do and studying, but i am going to leave that for the weekend instead today and tomorrow is just about getting back into the school schedule.

My only homework is to watch the film Fightclub. Which is really strange because just yesterday my 'date' was telling me to watch that film.... that will be part of my weekend plans.  :) Might suggest to watch it with my 'date' hahahah 

Otherwise today has been a good day, the worst thing about toady was that i couldnt just go eat something when i was hungry XD I ate a big lunch but i was hungry again 2 hours later and couldnt just go eat something. :( And i had forgotten to pack a snack.
  So its going to take some time for my stomach to adjust to the usual school eating times now!! But also i forgot my water bottle so i felt dehydrated and dizzy :(

But that is pretty much my school day. When i came home i made myself a big snack!!!
Oatmeal with berries and nuts, 2 fried eggs and an egg white & 2 rows of oreo chocolate and coffee :)

How has YOUR day been? :)


  1. I've got to ask - if I may - where or how did you run up to this date dude? According to the proof material his appearance is quite, well, gym-ish!

    1. Hahah, not at the gym unfortunately. He's not that much into working out.... :( it was online :)

  2. Fightclub is a really good movie and pretty crazy one also:D You should definitely suggest to watch it with your date;)

    1. Hahah :) I have.... so we'll see! XD

  3. What a coincidence! When I came to school today and reached for my water bottle I realised I forgot to refill it as well as pack my lunch :/ not so happy about that but at least I had some nuts and a granola bar in my backpack! Came home and ate a big lunch!! Its surprising how fast the weekend came for me, not complaining though! ;)

    1. It's good you had something to eat anyway. I hate when I forgot something like water or snacks!