Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Saturday, January 17, 2015

Saturday Morning

Its Saturday morning here in Sweden and it looks like its going to be a grey and rainy day. - Not that that is important to anyone else really, but its important to me :) On a side note, if we ever get stuck in an awkward situation together or stuck in a really long elevator ride, YES i will begin talking about the weather. This is something Swedish people are good at! We like to talk and complain about the weather, even during summer! We also like to talk about other countries weather.. compare it to Sweden and wish ourselves away! And im not joking when i say its a Swedish thing (and im sure other countries as well!)

As mentioned yesterday im going to meet the guy again and first we're going to eat lunch somewhere and then i'll see what we do :) Its been so long since i last saw him that it just feels super strange now... like, i can barely remember you?!
   It doesnt help where at the moment i am in a phase of 'i really dont want to step outside of my comfort zone or do anything different for the next few weeks'. I just want my routines and want nothing to change. But i think im just feeling this way because for the past few weeks i have had no set routines or structure in my daily life, and yes.... i am longing back to structure and a schedule! Hopefully next week though :)

Do you prefer to just have your whole week free to do what you want, or do you prefer to have some type of schedule and structure with work/school/other things? :)

Now its time to get ready :) - And im sorry for the boring and meaningless post..... I blame it on the weather ;););) (Always do this.... didnt do your homework? Your late? Your tired? You forgot something?.... blame it on the weather, no matter what weather it is! XD)


  1. Maybe the guy will simply blend in your comfort zone as soon as you'll have a moment!

    I prefer not having a strict schedule. I want to wake up and start working if and when I feel like it and go on until 2 am if that's what seems to happen - there's the joy following my intuition which always craves for something to do soon enough!

  2. i also appreciate nice weather lately, especially because i spent 6 boring weeks IP this summer. but next summer will be different! ;)

  3. Haha, we do the same thing in Denmark about the weather!! When the conversation is dead, you talk about the weather xD

  4. Oh I wish I had MY OWN schedule, not the one that the school impose! So I would like to wake up when I feel like, go for a walk, eat whenever I crave it, read books, watch movies haha but I know... Doesn't it sound unproductive? ;) maybe. Anyway that's what I want for NOW. Like... Freedom. I need to rest but unfortunately I can't. It's my last year of school and I have to make it to the end :(
    Yeah, here in Poland... Yes we can relate to Sweden but maybe not as much!
    I totally get it. Comfort zone, peace, my own schedule, my time... Yes. I need this too. But your date? I think it isn't something what can infring your zone! Ey! ;)
    Have a lovely day Izzy!