A Life without Anorexia: Morning struggles

Life without Anorexia

My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.

And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: lifewithoutanorexia@hotmail.com

Thursday, January 22, 2015

Morning struggles

Why is getting out of bed such a hard thing to do? Once i am out of bed i am up and going and bright eyed. But the initial, turning off the alarm and having to pull myself out of bed is the worst.
It doesnt help when i have a dog who is all warm and curled up beside me and she keeps sleeping when i have to get up. She also likes to lie under the duvet and when im getting ready and hopping and fumbling around in my room in search of things she just stares at me.... :/

Once again it is snowing, snowing, snowing today!! Which isnt so strange in Sweden during this time of year and it will be March or April before i begin talking about the sunshine... but i was convinced a few days ago that spring was on its way...... but i think the weather had all the Swedish people fooled!!!

Last night some thoughts popped into my head and i just felt i HAD to talk about them, share them... and they are still stuck in my head and thoughts, though i dont have enough time to write about it and i feel i would much rather talk about it. So this weekend i have to make sure i get some time to film a vlogg or two as i have two topics i want to talk about. But also its been requested with weekly vlogs.... and that might just be the step forward!!! Its a good step out of my own comfort zone as well!!!
Though finding the time, silent place and good natural light is very hard now a days!! But that is a mission i will complete :):)

Anyway, as usual, im spending more time on my blog than i should and i have like 8 minutes to brush my hair, wash my face, put on make up, brush my teeth, finish packing my bag and actually be out of the house with my jacket and shoes on...... Its a struggle some days. But thats what happens when i keep clicking the snooze button for 15 minutes!! I have to take the consequences of less time!! :)