Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, January 13, 2015

Ill see where the day takes me

Last night was a pretty awful night. There were firecrackers going off outside the apartment building which made Daisy bark and wake everyone up each time the firecrackers went off. They were also extremely loud, like a gunshot. Infact i was a little scared that it was gunshots outside.
     Apart from that i barely slept 4 hours last night..... i had to go up and drink tea and hot chocolate and eat vanilla yoghurt to soothe my throat. I also propped myself with vitamins and foods to hopefully make me feel better, but there was a burning in my throat. I did wake up feeling better today, thankfully!!! Though a little tired with such little sleep. Infact from 2am i was awake until 5 (I am so glad that mobile apps exist! I also hit my Tumblr post limit, hahahaha XD). I hope i survive today, its not a super long day but i have planned to go for dinner with my date today....though i messaged him yesterday saying that my throat was starting to feel sore and that i am not sure if i can make it today.
   But i really dont want it to seem like i am cancelling and dont want to see him, so i might drag myself out this evening anyway and hope that its not a late night...... I do have the excuse though that i begin school at 8am tomorrow, so cant be out too late. XD

Ill see what happens, its too early in the morning to decide now anyway!!! Im drinking tea and coffee and vitamin C and have taken pretty much double of every pill and vitamin we have at home - just incase.

I hope you all have a good day :) I am hoping to atleast get some energy to survive my lessons and maybe have a powernap before i head out - if i do!



  1. feel better!! :) :) <3 your in our thoughts and paryers!!

  2. Oh sweetie I'm so so sorry you're not feeling well. But you know what? You're incredibly strong anyway! Hope you're okay and feel better soon! So that you can enjoy your evening whether on a dinner or in bed ;)
    Love xx

  3. I wish you all the best! Get well soon!