Life without Anorexia

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'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Friday, January 16, 2015

Getting better, feeling restless and unproductive!

I want to say thank you for all the snack tips i have gotten already! Its been like 3 hours since i posted my previous post and seriously, so many comments and emails i have gotten. But i love it :) Your snack tips are making my mouth water and making me very hungry. Not sure if thats a good thing or not. XD
   Fruit, nuts, cinnamon roles, pancakes, fruit salad, oatmeal with different flavours and toppings, apple with almond butter, baked vegetables, oatmeal 'dough' etc... I want to eat it all now!!! XD

Today has been another unproductive, day at home. I have now realised a fact, which i have always known, but now know clearly. I hate days where i do nothing... because doing nothing makes me unproductive, but it also feels like a waste of my day and time. I almost had a break down because i was just wasting my day and i wanted to do something... go to school, go to town, workout, go food shopping, go shopping.... But my mum said no. I need to rest. I am feeling 99% better *touch wood*. So i am hoping that tomorrow i will be able to go for a light workout and also.... i have a date planned. That i am going to do anyway as i dont want to cancel. So looking forward to that, even if i am nervous :)

Otherwise i really need to study, but i have so much to do and it makes me unproductive. Not to mention that if i dont get out of the house to go for a walk or go workout etc then i just have no concentration, i just have too much excess energy too do anything good. I am just longing for tomorrow now so that hopefully i can get back into routines!!!

But enough complaining, we all have our problems XD

Recently i have been trying to convince my parents to buy a new beagle puppy... because well, Daisy is 6 (Or maybe she's 5... im not too sure? You end up losing count after a while!) years old and i just feel, we need a new dog. My step dad has always wanted a German Shepard (but Daisy is extremely scared of this breed of dog, so i dont think that combination will work). My mum and sister like the idea of getting a new puppy, and my mum and I spent some time googling where to buy beagle puppies (or adopt!!). But my step dad really isnt so keen about the idea.... i guess he doesnt want to have to deal with all the puppy business and those nasty months of toilet training!!!
  And if i think about it realisitically, then right now isnt the best time to get a puppy as i just wouldnt be able to spend the time to train the puppy. But during summer, then i think it would be great. Not sure if this is just a dream, or if we will buy a new puppy but i really hope we do :) I think it would be great for Daisy to have a friend as she seems so lonely :)

Now i am going to make your heart melt with some pictures of beagle puppies!



Beagles | 10 Most Loyal Dog Breeds of All times #3
Beagle puppy by Sam V.
Thats right Baby, both front paws up together, then a big hop!  Thats a good job!
who needs toys when you can have a flower pot?! :)
^^I quite honestly cant deal with the cuteness overload. I think when i am older i am going to be a crazy Beagle lady where i have 20 beagles and i will be out running with them loose.... everyone will fear me when i come running with my 20 beagles!!!
  Seriously though? My heart melts... but i must admit, Daisy is still the best and cutest dog i know :) And no puppy will ever beat the love i have for Daisy. (hahah, wow, that doesnt sound good!)

7 comments:

  1. When you´ll have your own apartments will you take daisy with you ( and the possible new puppy )?
    Do you like cats? :)
    Why do you like beagles? Would you adopt any other kind of breed?

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    1. It depends where I live and how my school/work situation is.
      No I don't. .. I have been scratched/attacked by far too many cats during my childhood.
      Well. ....I've always loved beagles. How cute and snart they are and I've love their ears :) but also the way beagles behave are very similar to myself. ... I. E in a human way, hahah.
      And yeah I might do that, but if I have choice I would always choose a beagle :)

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  2. I just died laughing at your 20 beagles running towards people lol. And your just like BE FREE, and they ask just pile on you omg so cute!!!!!!

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    1. Hahaha!! Yes,that's pretty much how it will be :)

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  3. Omg those pictures are so cute!!! *-* i guess now I understand your love for beagles :D
    But I have a question: if you and your family got a puppy this summer but you move out after graduation wouldn't that be counterproductive as you then couldn't spend a lot of time with the puppy and Daisy?
    Jana

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    1. hahahah! They are so cute :)
      Well i want to move out in summer, but the chances are pretty slim as there is barely any apartments in Stockholm and also the rent is extremely high. But i can have goals and dreams and am searching for an apartment :) Though both, getting a new puppy and finding my own apartment are very small chances of happening. :(

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    2. hahahah! They are so cute :)
      Well i want to move out in summer, but the chances are pretty slim as there is barely any apartments in Stockholm and also the rent is extremely high. But i can have goals and dreams and am searching for an apartment :) Though both, getting a new puppy and finding my own apartment are very small chances of happening. :(

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