Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: email@example.com
Sunday, January 4, 2015
Copious amounts of tea, wrapping myself in blankets and resting from everything
Opening up Blogger for the second time today..... that is a record low amount for me, as i usually log into my blog several times a day, if i get a chance. But today well, 5 hours of sleep has made an impact on my energy levels. Physically i have lots of energy, so no problem there... i could go running if i wanted to. But my head says no (as well as resting is also VERY important and cant be forgotten!). Absaloutly no mental energy!! So i have pretty much checked out from social media today which feels nice, to not have my phone buzzing every few minutes due to notifications or emails or messages.
So how have i spent my day? With copious amounts of tea, extreme amounts of food (im not even joking, but i decided to just sort of think f**k it today and if i boredom eat or snack lots instead of 'proper' meals, then so be it. Its Sunday, im tired and have a constant tired-hunger, so im just going to eat everything i come across!). And i have wrapped myself in my nightgown and just spent my day in my bed only leaving when im going to put the kettle on to make more tea (this is the english part of me :)) or to get even more to eat!
The rest of my evening will pretty much continue like this :)
Hopefully my updating and what i write about isnt too bad at the moment, even if it feels like i just sort of do loads of babbling!!! XD