Now im thinking... do i have to change what i write, who i am, how i behave? Will people judge me when i write that i went for a run or show that i ate a sugar free chocolate. I am already being extremely judged and commented on some of the online newspapers where comments of... 'she wasnt that thin' 'she looked better thin' 'i dont see a change' 'she went from one obsession to the other' 'she doesnt look healthy' and then other more positive comments of 'she looks perfect' 'looks much better now' etc as well.
Ive decided to just not look at the comments because quite honestly, i couldnt care what others think of my body. Whether i looked better with a BMI of 13 or whether people think i have an obsession with exercise. Newspaper articles always make things seem very extreme one article said i run everyday... and no i dont. It would be nice if i did, but no i dont have the time or energy for that. And of course when you read in an article that i spent hours each day exercising, which i did butnow im healthy and still running everyday? Of course that doesnt give off the most healthy and recovered look. But no, i dont run everyday.
Ive gotten an overwhelming amount of emails and questions of interviews and articles and lots and lots of friend requests on FB and i can say right away, that unless i have had contact and talked with you i wont be adding you.
It feels good that its the weekend so that i have some time to think and such.
If you're knew to my blog then you can read my MYSELF page and get some information about me and my journey. And also my FAQ, where you can find posts about most topics if you need help :)
And with more readers and publicity it also means more opinions and hate... but PLEASE think before you comment something negative about me. Dont judge me before you know me.
But also, this blog is meant to be for positivity, so i prefer if there arent any triggering or negative comments as they will likely be deleted to keep this place positive!!!