Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Friday, January 9, 2015

Breakfast, lunch and short day in school

  Today feels like a really long day, but in actuality its not even 4pm yet. I would still be in school by now, but today hasnt turned out like i thought it would.
  I got up 6am this morning, feeling tired but ready for school and to learn. Though just before i left i started getting severe stomach pain and cramps and by the time i was in school i was pale and shaking and felt awful. Luckily though my first class ended  after only 30 minutes so then i headed home again, lay down, drank some tea and reported myself as sick from school. Usch, felt absaloutly awful. Though the pain has gone now but im feeling tired, so just going to continue my day with resting and drinking tea and hot chocolate.
  Infact today i have already drink 3 hot chocolates (made with organic 100% cocoa powder, sweetner and warm soya milk! - So good... dont use just boiled water, its not as good :) Use warm milk!) and 2 green teas!
  Definitely not fun to feel this way, but its rest today and most probably rest tomorrow as well so that i will have energy and feel better for the upcoming week!

Below you see my breakfast before school, lunch at home and how i looked for the short while i was in school this morning (i felt good in my appearance so i had to take a photo even if my insides felt awful! hahah) (you can also see how i dont eat less even if i dont workout)


  1. Omg You LOOK FANTASTIC!!! Totally :)
    Hope You feel better spoon honey!

  2. You look incredible...and so does your food!;) Is that rice with your lunch??

    1. Thank you :) it's cous cous! It's so simple to make,I love it :)

  3. Feel better!! You and daisy both look awesome!!! :3 :)))(