After a 5 year struggle with anorexia (with purging tendencies), depression, self harm and over exercising I have now been recovered from my eating disorders and exercise addiction for 3 years. Though currently struggling with depression and trying to find my happy self again!
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: email@example.com
Thursday, January 8, 2015
Back to school
It feels weird returning to school on a Thursday. Yesterday it felt like it was Sunday and today (only been awake 45 minutes or so) i keep thinking its Monday. Though only 2 days in school until its the weekend again, thats not so bad :) It gives me time to slowly adjust to the early mornings, though it wasnt so hard this morning. It was just the initial ringing of the alarm where you feel like turning it off, rolling over and sleeping for the rest of the day. But after my third alarm (ive learnt thati like to hit stop instead of snooze so have to put like 5 alarms in the morning, on days where i need to start getting up early!)i was up and ready to go!
A super filling breakfast this morning to give the energy i need:
500g quark, raisins, nuts, blueberries, raspberries, 2 boiled eggs and an energy drink. Full? Yes. Filled with energy? Definitely. The way it should be after breakfast!!!
Now its time to get ready and try to figure out my day! My schedule is wrong so i dont really know which lessons i have today... but i will figure it out when i get to school :)
Are you back in school/work?
Either way... whether you are at home, in hospital, school, work, on holidays have a great day :)