Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Sunday, December 28, 2014

You are beautiful

I read this today and i thought it was very true.
   I know i can sit here and write, you are all beautiful, or you need to love yourself or that recovery is worth it. And i can write that and mean it because i have learned these things. I have learnt that life is tough and so is recovery but both are worth it. I have learnt to love myself and to think i look good. But sometimes its not enough to hear it from someone else... you need to actually experience it yourself. And thats what YOU need to focus on.
  Its all great and true that i sit here and write lots of positivity and tell you that its worth it, that can lead to you getting courage and motivation to change. But in the end its YOU who has to experience the cahnges, who has to make the changes for you and your life!! Remember this.

You can sit around all day asking for someone to show you that you are worth it and you can sit there watching videos and shows of someone with a higher social status than you sitting there saying “you are beautiful and you are worth it” and you’d still sit there and think ‘well they don’t know me or what I look like so why do they think I’m beautiful?’ or ‘well this doesn’t apply to me because they don’t know what I look like’ and that is fucking true. They can’t even tell you, you are beautiful on the inside because you might have the darkest heart in the whole world. Nobody can show you that you are worth it or that you are beautiful it’s in your own fucking head you have to sit there at 3AM in the dark of 1PM in a crowded room and realise that you are beautiful and that you are important. It will click to you because you have made it happen, not because of your friends, a celebrity, a boy or a girl it is you, all fucking you."

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