Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Monday, December 1, 2014

Stressful morning

Its 6am and all the lights are on in the apartment, everyone is up and silently trying to find the items they need... a pair of socks they forgot they needed or a spoon for the almost non existent breakfast. The last minute boxes being taped closed.
Such a stressful morning, not the normal peace i usually have when i am the only one up and i dont have to scavange for a spoon in one of the many boxes or fight for time in the bathroom! But i can remind myself that its only this morning anyway.... and i dont really need to do any of the hardwork which is lifting the boxes up all the flights of stairs in out new apartment....I can just be at school and then come home to another apartment filled with boxes?

Anyway, i have lots to try to do in the short time i have left before i have to leave. So i better spend that time doing something productive.... The next few days will be super busy but ill try writing some update anyway :)


  1. oh dear you look skinny!!! i am shocked.....

  2. and now you did delete this

    1. I did see anything wrong with the picture... its how i look, but in a different angle? But if someone found it triggering then i thought i might as well remove it.

  3. hmmm your legs....:-(( did you loose shortly?

    1. It was just the angle, trust me :) and if you mean if i have lost weight or not.. i dont have a scale at home but no i am pretty sure i havent lost weight,. Look at other pictures ive posted from now... like from my birthday and you'll see i havent lost weight ;)