Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Monday, December 1, 2014

Stressful morning

Its 6am and all the lights are on in the apartment, everyone is up and silently trying to find the items they need... a pair of socks they forgot they needed or a spoon for the almost non existent breakfast. The last minute boxes being taped closed.
Such a stressful morning, not the normal peace i usually have when i am the only one up and i dont have to scavange for a spoon in one of the many boxes or fight for time in the bathroom! But i can remind myself that its only this morning anyway.... and i dont really need to do any of the hardwork which is lifting the boxes up all the flights of stairs in out new apartment....I can just be at school and then come home to another apartment filled with boxes?

Anyway, i have lots to try to do in the short time i have left before i have to leave. So i better spend that time doing something productive.... The next few days will be super busy but ill try writing some update anyway :)


  1. oh dear you look skinny!!! i am shocked.....

  2. and now you did delete this

    1. I did see anything wrong with the picture... its how i look, but in a different angle? But if someone found it triggering then i thought i might as well remove it.

  3. hmmm your legs....:-(( did you loose shortly?

    1. It was just the angle, trust me :) and if you mean if i have lost weight or not.. i dont have a scale at home but no i am pretty sure i havent lost weight,. Look at other pictures ive posted from now... like from my birthday and you'll see i havent lost weight ;)