Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Saturday, December 27, 2014

Stomach like a black hole, chocolate - coma, party time and Harry potter marathon!

   Today feels like a super long day and I have gotten a lot done. Though I must admit, today has been one of those rest days where I have missed working  out sooo  much. On rest days I usually don't think so much about working out. I do other things and focus on other things. But today I didn't workout because I didn't have time for it but also because even if my body wasn't sore or tired, I knew I needed a break,I've done a lot of running this week. But I missed working out!!!

Anyway... I sat and studied for 3 hours and got quite a bit down, a few things off my to do list. I prepared the food for the small party my mum was having for her birthday. I ran up and down the stairs getting everything ready. My stomach has felt like a black hole and I have had in between snack snacks.... and I've eaten crisps, sesame crackers, c.a 200 g chocolate and salted nuts just as in between snacks.
  My chocolate intake is getting crazy at the moment.... I definitely think I need a break from it XD not sure how it's going to go.... its going to last like 48 hours and then I'll be eating chocolate again!

Anyway, I mingled with the party guests until they were gone and now we (my family and I) are watching the 3rd harry potter. We've been having a HP  marathon ie  one HP film each evening :)

I hope you have all had a lovely day and I just want to thank you all for those of you who have nominated me!! And to all of you who support me and read my blog. It means the world to me. You are  all amazing!!!! ♡♡♡


  1. Do you watch the films in english or swedish? :)
    Have a nice evening, Izzy!

    1. In English :) I hope you have a lovely day!