Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.
I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.
I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at: firstname.lastname@example.org
Tuesday, December 2, 2014
Good morning :)
It was a very long night last night.. however i did sleep well!! Im the type of person who can fall asleep everywhere :) I think thats a benefit or strength of mine, hahaha!!!
It felt weird that it felt so natural to get up and make breakfast in a strange kitchen, to just do my normal routines but in a different place? In our apartment we have a few sets of stairs and it felt like a cardio workout running up and down them several times because i was making breakfast but doing my make up at the same time, and then i forgot something downstairs and then up and down again etc... ohh and not to mention all the times ive stubbed my toes in the past (less than 24 hours).... its like ive forgotten how to climb stairs!! haha
It all feels different, but its not necessarily a bad different... give it a few days when ive gotten settled in even more and hopefully can find another way to school (hate taking the metro) then i am sure i will like it alot more :)
There is also an outside gym and a forest right by our house, so im longing until the weekend when i can go running and exploring there :)
^^Breakfast this morning & more.... because i am extra super duper hungry right now, hahah!!
But if the body calls for extra energy then i give it extra energy :)