Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Wednesday, December 17, 2014

Cleaning, shopping, decorating and a walk in the snow

Productive and unproductive day today! It feels like ive gotten lots done but at the same time, nothing done.... And inbetween everything its been pretty much 100 meals today! hahahXD Hunger 101. I dont even know why im so hungry recently... its not hormones so dont really know what it could be. I eat enough as it is, but now its like 1,5 times my normal amount!! ^_^Just some thoughts and relfections :)

Today i have cleaned my room - sort of, gone food shopping (its burgers and fries tomorrow as my friends are coming over and also chips, chocolate and soda), posted packages and also been for a short walk in the snow with Daisy. No matter what the weather, when you have a dog you need to go out..... she loves the snow alot more than me though!!! And then we have also half decorated the house... a few Christmas decorations are up!!

To finish off my day i thought i would begin with the positives of my day as well... its been a while since i have done that :)

  1. A super duper workout this morning!!
  2. Feeling really happy and good in my body
  3. Delicious food!
  4. Chocolate - yup, ate some of the candy i bought for tomorrow (oops?! I just couldnt stop myself!)
  5. Its almost Christmas!
What are some of YOUR positives of the day? :) (Lets begin with the positivity on my blog again :))


  1. ITS THE WEATHER!! when I'm cold I'm always hungry...I could easily eat my mum and stillnfeel hungry!!! Today I had my lunch and after one hour I was hungry again and I had another lunch ahahaahahah. I can understand how are you feel right now

    1. Your mum?? x)

    2. Hahaha XD and you're right, it most probably is the weather!! Or Like that I'm not as stressed now or something :)

  2. my positives of the day (or should i say morning) are :

    1) not feeling tired when i woke up

    2) delicious breakfast

    3) i am probably going to see my favorite band in march next year


  3. Your new apartments looks so cosy, do you like your new place and are you used to it now?

  4. Well since today has not been that long yet, I'm going to write the positives of yesterday instead ;)

    - i tried a new yoghurt flavor and i really liked it :)

    - i also had tartlets for dinner, wich i havent had for almost 3 years, though it has been a favorite dish of mine, but unfortnately also a featfood... I was really scared all day, but i did it and i enjoyed the taste!

    - i finally finished a painting i have been working on for months :)

    - i slept very very well

    1. Me above ^
      I meant fearfood not featfood! Hahah yuck! ;))