Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.
I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!
If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: firstname.lastname@example.org
Sunday, November 2, 2014
Sunday & roughly 7 weeks left until my next break
My next few weeks in school havent even started yet and i am already counting down the weeks until my next break!!!
How have i spent my day today? Doing pretty much nothing... infact i have spent too much time infront of the computer so my eyes began hurting and i knew i needed a break. But i just havent felt like doing anything else. Ive needed this day to do absolutely nothing. I wanted to bake but we didnt have any ingredients for it... not even for a normal chocolate cake :/
Otherwise it feels like ive spent my whole day eating.... and drinking tea. But i have had a constant hunger all day. Whether its from boredom or not... im not so sure. I think its a combination of both.
I have mixed feelings about school tomorrow. The 6am wake up call for the rest of the week is pretty much the worst of it... and not to mention all my long days and having to come home when its dark. :/ But i am going to try not think about that now. I mean there is only really a few weeks left of school this year and then its just a few months left until i graduate. So i am pretty sure i can manage that....
This evening i have had alot of discussions and planning about our moving with my family. Writing a schedule of what needs to be done and when. So this evening i have spent time putting all these small things and clothes i dont wear (like summer clothes) into boxes. It makes me realise just how little stuff i have. I think all of my clothes fit into one moving box... and the other stuff is mainly school books and notepads and not to mention all the different drinks like Aloe Vera, Vitamin Well, Celsius, Kombucha which i have in my room ^_^ hahah But there really isnt so much 'stuff' which i have. I mean old toys and teddy bears were all given away when we moved to Sweden so i barely have any childhood things.
Though i guess its good to not be materialistic either. The clothes i have are the clothes i wear all the time and i dont have any unnecessary things just lying around either. Makes the whole packing thing easier :)
But i digress... i have it so easy to get off topic!
This evenings night snack was a bit of everything as i had all these cravings and hunger was on fire. So quark with raspberries and almonds, followed by even more nuts afterwards & casein, an orange and green tea :) Just the thing i needed.