Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, November 13, 2014

School day

Despite today being my longest school day and even one of my longest days in general my energy has been on top all day! All the salted nuts and chocolate yesterday sure did help :) :)
  Despite my maths test being a rather big test and counting for about 25-30% of my grade i wasnt so nervous... and i didnt know if that was a good thing or not.
   When it finally came to the test time i sat down and waited until we could begin and then began working... and it felt ok. It wasnt that hard... but its always when i feel that way that i do something wrong. :/
  An hour into the test i started getting the worst cramps in my stomach. At the moment i have a stress stomach i.e super bloated, painful, cramps, no apetite and just uncomfortable. I could barely concentrate once the pain kicked in. So i felt i didnt have the energy to double check my answers and instead leaft after 90 minutes... i felt i couldnt sit there anymore . So not feeling super happy with how i performed, but like everyone tells me. Now the test is done, and no need to worry about it anymore. Instead time to focus on my next test which is tomorrow! Though ive decided that tomorrow im going to use the morning to just be at home and study and get work done. That is what i feel i need... Not to mention the fact that i feel that my breathing is getting alot harder at the moment and i need to focus more on my CF care, which i havent been prioritizing so much during the past while.

At the moment i am eating my delicious night snack .- which i will post later :)

^¨Pre test feelings!

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