Hello :):)
I want to begin by saying im sorry im not really replying to comments at the moment - i will try do that next week, but this weekend and next week i am super busy with pretty much every aspect of my life. So it will all take a little while until things settle down again, but im sure you all have understanding :)
This afternoon has been a mixture of cleaning, scrubbing, packing and lying in bed..... i did this routine of 30 minutes work 15 minutes rest and repeat.... it worked well :)
When it came to dinner time i had to go to the shop and buy what i wanted to eat as we have pretty much no food at home at the moment... apart from things like eggs, almonds and raisins. So i bought myself a salad (or pretty much salad toppings, hahaha there was like 2 lettuce leaves or something!)
-> Lettuce leaves, chicken, avocado, sundried tomatoes, cottage cheese and falafels. This is seriously a DREAM combination. I could eat it everyday for dinner, if it didnt cost so much to buy ;);)
(photo wouldnt upload for some reason... sorry :/)
Despite stomach cramps and pain/discomfort im going to squeeze some chocolate oatmeal and nuts into me as i am craving it, but not actually hungry..... it feels weird to have this discomfort in my stomach and not feel hunger? Its like i dont know when and how much to eat when my bodies senses arent telling me what to do!!!
After a 5 year struggle with anorexia (with purging tendencies), depression, self harm and over exercising I have now been recovered for 4 years and i use my blog to help others in the same situation i once was. I am now a happy and positive person who wants to inspire those struggling to choose recovery and to take control over life and happiness again!
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