Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Monday, November 24, 2014

Monday Week 48

Hello :)
I am so sorry for my absence and lack of posts today. It wasnt meant to be that way today, but apparently Blogger didnt want to work or post any of my posts... so i am sorry about that :/
   I dont have time to check my blog while im in school but also i cant answer comments from my phone so it can often take days to reply :(

This morning after little sleep i wasnt ready for school. On my way to school i just kept thinking, should i mark myself as sick and take the day off? That was what i wanted, but i knew that i shouldnt. And that i wouldnt feel better if i were to just spend the day at home either. Once i got to school the feelings disappeared anyway!
  So i can tell you from my own experience, when you have overwhelming feelings or you feel like you dont want to leave the house at all, sometimes that is exactly what you need. To go to school or work and get you thinking about other things, even if it may not seem like it willl help, it does. 

School until 4pm - and even had some chocolate cake for lunch as it was a friends birthday - cant complain :):) Cake is always delicious.
Once i came home at 4pm i sat myself down with my snack and for the past 2 hours i have been writing posts for the upcoming weeks, all about the topics you have requested So if i have missedd a topic you have requested then comment! And i also replied to most of my emails, not all of them... but resend if you havent gotten a reply. But know that my emailing is very limited at the moment and it can take 3-7+ days before you get a reply.

Now my stomach is rumbling again and im making dinner as i write this post!!! A bit of a disaster dinner really... i was so hungry so i just wanted something RIGHT AWAY. But there was nothing.. i had to cook everything and the food we had in the freezer was just blahhhh... and then when i was going to take something out of the pantry i knocked over our muslie jar so it all fell out onto the floor... *ooppps* which just made me even more angry and irritated!
  But now im making a simple quinoa, vegetable and tofu dish & a few (more like 5 or 6!!!!) crisp bread with spread :) Simple and easy!! Foooddd nooow... im so hungry! :) 

I guess thats what intensive writing and concentrating does!

^¨How it usually looks when i try to take photos, Daisy comes and just stares at me... wondering what im doing. Sometimes i wonder what im doing myself ;)

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