Change. It's part of being a human and living your life.... things change and you can't always control it. I have had a lot of control issues the past few years, mainly due to anorexia and that was even a reason why I think my anorexia developed. Due to wanting control. I have let go of alot of my control issues and can now live freely and do things spontaneously, I don't need to plan every second of my day. However change is something that can still cause anxiety. Because even if it's a good change its now, 7 days before we move that I'm starting to get anxiety about it. How everything will be different. I can't just take the bus to school or walk 15 minutes if that's what I feel like. my room will be different. Nothing will be the same at home. And it is sort of scary, but it's also a good thing. To expose yourself to things that make you uncomfortable. Otherwise you can't grow and become stronger. The anxious feelings however kept me up last night and i only got around 5 hours sleep last night. So this morning the smallest thing made me feel irritated and angry!!! ^-^The perfect amount of sleep for me is 10 hours!!! hahah
Life without Anorexia
My motto is 'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'
My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.
I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.
I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!
If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email: firstname.lastname@example.org