Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, October 21, 2014

When you love what you do, then waking up isnt a burden, its a chance to live your dreams

Waking up this morning filled with energy despite it still being dark outside. I had energy - lots of energy. I was ready to go for a morning walk!!! My absaloute favourite. Its getting colder, but ig you have the right clothes its fine.
  There were few people out so it was just me, Daisy and my music. It was so peaceful... my eyes adjusting as it got brighter . Sometimes i just want to pause life when things seem so perfect. Being out in nature, feeling so peaceful and happy. No worries or thoughts.
    I really do wish i had more time to go for walks... though this week i do as i have no school on Wednesday or Thursday!!

In life you have to find what you love doing. Find what makes YOU happy. Dont just copy others.
  Some might love exercise whilst you hate it. Others might love strength trainng and running while you prefer Zumba or pilates. Some might love nature whilst others hate it.
  But dont just copy others... just because 99 other people go for morning walks, that doesnt mean you have to.

If you love what you are doing and love your life, then waking up isnt a burden. Its a chance to live your dreams, chase after your goals. Each morning (85% of the time ;)) i wake up and am just happy to be alive. Happy that today is a new day, that i get a chance to do things i love. See people i love. Eat food i love.
  Having balance and living a life you love is priceless... it gives you happiness and peace. You dont feel depressed or feel like you have to escape.
   Create a life you dont need a break from!

^^Just some thoughts from this morning :)

Just after finishing breakfast and now its time to get ready for the day!!

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