Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Sunday, October 19, 2014

Waiting for the day to end

Sunday afternoon and ive just spent this day inside. Moving from one computer to another... eating a few too many handfuls of raisins and nuts.
  Drinking many cups of coffee and tea. But just feeling tired.... I am longing until this evening... i want to make pancakes, drink tea and watch a good movie :) So far no plans for today are made... just sort of letting time pass by. Feeling restless, i prefer when plans are made.. when people can just decide on something and do it. Instead of everyone just sort of wandering/sitting around the house, trying to make a decision. Hence why i have retreated to my room to write out my irritation :) haha. Blogging is good for something :)

All my stress for next week has sort of disappeared, i think its due to mental tiredness. Like i feel like i dont care anymore... either my essays and tests will go super or they dont, but ive studied what i can anyway. Thats all that counts. Its a refreshing feeling to feel this way, to not have a  weight on my shoulders. Goes well with my whole Try not to stress or write about stress this week  (Which i wrote on Monday) :) Did anyone else join in on that and decide to not stress so much? :)

Ive also found out that i have 2 days off next week, which is really nice. It will give me time to finish a few school assignments :) Which has taken pressure off from this week.

Its now time for another cup of coffee and to go out and socialize - cant just sit in my room and blog ;) Or i can, but its not such a respectful thing to do! haha


  1. Could you post your lunch/dinner in a whole week. Like a diary for 5-7 days. I find you often post your yoghurt/oatneal and nuts ^^
    Love your jeans!!!

    1. I dont really take pictures of my lunches or dinners... 1) i eat lunch in school. 2)I usually eat more after my portion - and im not going to just photo that. 3) Its rude to just take out my phone and photo my portion of food when im sitting at the table with my family 4) its bad light = bad pictures ;);)
      And thank you.

    2. Im so sorry for asking. You are right! It would be rude to take a photo of your food in front of your family or in your school! I was only intetested:$ Sorry:c ♡

    3. Dont apologise :) Im sorry my answer was so rude... its just that i seem to have loads of people asking me this. And well i dont really prioritize or think about taking photos of my lunches or dinners... during the weekends when i make an effort to make a proper lunch then i might photo. But during weekdays i cant...
      And dont worry about asking me :) I can always write out my lunches and dinners if you would like... though it would feel a little weird, haha :)