Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Tuesday morning

Tuesday morning and waking up after a not so good nights sleep. Dog hair in my bed = coughing all night. Wasnt tired = tossing and turning. & too much water before bed = needing to pee but not wanting to get up :) hahaha.
  That pretty much explains my night.

This morning the time has just flown by... i spent the first while just lying ni bed and checking social media - not the best way to start the day. And i usually dont start it that way, its just now when i dont need to get up for any special reason. Why not lie in bed a little while longer. Then i decided to clean my room because well.... With everything else on my mind recently my room has started to look like a bomb has hit it...10 times and then a hurricane hit my room. ;);)  So now when my clothes are where they should be, my desk is almost clear, socks arent lying everywhere and cables arent lying on the floor waiting to trip me up... it now feels like a lot calmer room.
   Ive never thought about it before, but its quite stressful to have a messy room. When im in school i dont think about it because when i come home i just sit and study at the kitchen table or lie on my bed and watch series... i dont actually see the mess around me.

So take note!!! A clean room = calm environment :) (This is more a reminder to myself :))

Today im going to the CF clinc and i think i am having allergy tests done as well, though im not so sure. I dont think im allergic to anything, not that i have noticed. Though maybe a little sensitive to certain pollen and even dog hair. But not anything serious :) But it might be good to know whether i am allergic to something i am unaware of!

Now its time to finish the cleaning in my room - had to eat breakfast! And then pack my bag, get ready and go :)

Hope you all have a lovely day :)

1 comment:

  1. Why cant people accept all body shapes ?

    In fact is it usually women and teens that do no accept THEIR body shapes....

    Magazine, advertising..... for me it is just male chauvinism !!!!

    They want to see slim women BUT they always end up marrying a curvy brunette ....
    This is purely and simply hypocrisy and disgusting !!!

    I am still asking myself WHY i am anorectic...I have been sick for +17 years and i am still sick...anorexia is a aspect of my personality now....????

    I hate me for this !

    It started when I came back for 2 week intense sailing...I came back after having unwillingly slimed down and toned up...everybody would say I looked terrific...And stupidely I wanted to do more and slimed down down down....until I ended up in hospital !

    Isn't this just STUPID !

    I do not have any reasons to be anorectic....this is what i tell me every morning but I am stuck !!!!
    And it sucks !!!

    I just hate me for this, i could just slap me in the face for this !!!