Today it was one of the coldest days so far...Fingers and hands were frozen. And regretted not having a long armed top in school :(
Monday - my longest day in school but today it just flew by. With extreme tiredness during my last class.
Ive mentioned many times before but when it comes to school assignments one of the reasons i start doing assignments as soon as i get them is because 1) i know that i will get more in a day or two and 2) i feel stressed if the assignments start piling up.
At the moment i am working on 7-10 different things at the same time, but yet.... there is more coming. And i've just had this wave of hopelessness..... wanting to give up on school. No more school work.
Sometimes i wonder how the people who plan the education think.... It wouldnt surprise me if people start having mental or nervous break downs soon due to the stress put on us this year. Getting A's is even harder than normal. The year that i started my new school was the year that the grading system changed in Sweden making it harder to achieve higher grades... a battle which all of us in school now have to fight. Struggling for an A when the chances of getting a D are much higher.
Today has been a cold, dark day and i have just wanted to throw in the towel when it comes to school and school work.
But i know tomorrow is a new day and by the weekend hopefully my motivation will be back and i will feel better after sitting a few hours in the library and able to focus on my school work!!