Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

If you have any questions leave them in the comment section as i am much quicker at answering there, otherwise you can always send an email:


Sunday, October 12, 2014

Sunday & some random photos

Sunday evening and im just about to pack my bag and prepare for next week.

Today has been an ok day... the time had just flown by. Its crazy! Though i woke up at around 9am so i got to sleep in finally! The library opened at 12pm and i was there at 12.05pm and sat there until 3.30pm... i find it so calming to sit there and just focus on my work. Not open facebook or look at Tumblr or Instagram. Just have my school documents open.... i find it calming knowing that after the hours ive sat there i have worked through quite a few things and i can feel this accomplishment and proudness. Like a little bit of stress has lifted from my shoulders... seeing how my documents are filled with words. How my essays start being completed and all thats left is some editing and feedback from a teacher/friend/family before i send the finished product. It feels good... Though of course, you finish one thing and have 3 new things to do.

On my way home from the library i stopped off at the shop to buy some snacks for a movie later with my family. Root fruit chips, salted nuts, chocolate & nellie dellies licquorice... Too much food. I ended up eating 80% of the chocolate and 75% of the nuts....But it was delicious, so im not complaining :)

And here are some random photos:
A collage i made with a quote which i love:

A picture from the party i was at last week:

And my chat with my sister this evening..... :) I rarely use FB but my sister and I have some of the funniest conversations via FB messenger. Infact i think im super funny, even when i talk with my friends.... i just laugh at the things i send, though im sure no one else laughs :) Thats ok, i have my own sense of humor :)


  1. You look so happy and pretty! I saw a lady today who was VERY skinny it made me so sad.I do not find it triggereing to see such thin people I just feel so sad.I want to recover and for people to also see me as happy and healthy but more importantly for me to feel happy and healthy.You are so inspiring!

    1. Thank you :) That is a great motivation for you to keep going wtih recovery... to keep fighting so that one day you will be that happy person again :)

  2. Omg finally I found somebody who laugh at her own words! I thought I am crazy for laughing at things I want to send to my friends haha. It feels nice to read your blog. Although I am a little bit worried about your pictures with so much skins in the previous posts. I don't want anybody to abuse your pictures. You might have haters in the future. Just be careful!

    G.c :]

    1. Thank you,
      I have had pictures stolen before, which isnt so nice... but i guess thats a risk i take. However i should start watermarking my pictures...

  3. You look so pretty, so happy and healthy! I love when you smile in photos, it's very heartwarming :)
    I know right! Sometimes I laugh at my own words/texts but hardly anyone else does it so I thought it was weird. But now we can all be weird together! ;)

    1. Thank you :)
      And yea... we can all be weird together :)

  4. It makes me so happy to see you so healthy and happy, I've been reading your blog a very long time and I've seen you come so far. It's truly inspiring. When things were really bad and I had no motivation to recover I convinced myself I had never even wanted to, until I say your blog in my search history and remembers the time I was desperately seeking help on the internet and stumbled across your blog, that moment was when I decided to recover and without this blog I don't know where I'd be. You look absolutely gorgeous