Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Friday, October 24, 2014

Sooo tired & last day in school

This morning when the alarm rang, at first i had no idea what was going on.... Almost like i had forgotten what it was like to wake up to an alarm after only 2 days. But also having to wake up at 6am.... i was VERY tempted to skip my first lesson just to sleep a little while longer. Also the fact that i have a long break after my first lesson makes it feel very unworthwhile... BUT... I dont want to be one of those people     and everyone has days when its harder to get up in the morning. But its just to put on the light, drag yourself out of bed and drink a coffee/lemon water and eat something delicious.

^^No actually i eat breakfast before i drink coffee :)

Only a few lessons today which feels good and hopefully a trip to the gym - all depending on whats going on in school. (I go during a VERY long break i have today).
   I have no plans for this evening, no plans for the weekend (Or well... apart from this big test im doing tomorrow. Sort of similar to the SATs i guess - i havent prepared myself for it at all... so ill just see how it goes). And i have no plans for my break either... though im sure i will try to do something. But otherwise it will be alot of sleeping, lying at home, wathcing series, baking, studying and working out..... Pretty much my life in general but now i dont have to spend 6-8 hours in school during the days!

Time however seems to just have flown by this morning because well... i need to go in 5 minutes and i dont even know what ive done with my time this morning because i am far from ready, hahaah!

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