Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, October 16, 2014

School life

I had energy all day today, my mind was on full focus and i got alot done... or it felt like it anyway. I was also excited because today i was going to end at 2pm, the earliest ive ended in a long time..... I was looking forward to coming home early. Eating a delicious snack and being able to just be home early!!! haha
  But nope, in my last lesson i got a long homework assignment due for the next day and other small school things i had to do. And i knew that if i went home i wouldnt want to do any school work so instead i stayed behind for another 2 hours :(:( I hate when teachers tell you that the homework will only take 20-30 minutes but you spend c.a an hour on it, and thats just donig the bare minimum of the homework :/

Came home after 4pm and made myself a delicious snack as i hadnt eaten enough today - had thought i would come home after school so hadnt brought any snack with me and didnt have a morning snack either... so safe to say, my body needed extra energy.
  Made myself a big bowl of yoghurt, quark and cottage cheese. Nuts & muslie mix. An orange and the last 2 rows of chocolate :)

And soon its dinner time and im planning on making some home made bread which i will eat with cottage cheese and chicken :) Mmmmm. Simple, quick and easy dinner!

And here is my list of everything that is due/what i have next week... -_-
^^French homework... 

^¨My awful, messy, stressed hand writing... its usually alot neater ;)


  1. Wow thats a lot of work!Good luck with it!
    Dont forget to take some time to chill out :)

    1. Thank you :) I took some time to relax this evening and watch a movie which was much needed :)

  2. Hahahaa ;) Love the first picture ;)I absolutely feel the same way ;) but don´t let yourself stress too much, I know you can do it! ;) but it really seems like pretty much work to do.... Wish you good luck as well ;) Keep it up! ;) xxx

    1. Thank you!!! :)
      And good luck with all your work!

  3. I'm sure you're doing amazing in school, your hard work will pay off!!

    1. Thank you :) Im a bit of a perfecionist when it comes to school work so it always feels like 10 times more than what i have... which just makes everything more stressful :(

  4. how do you judge whether you have eaten enough?

    1. Well i know that if i have only had a small breakfast, lunch and worked out then that really isnt enough. I havent felt so hungry today so its not hunger signals, but more common sense and i know how much my body needs to function properly. but i also know that one day where i eat less wont make much of a difference because another day i will eat more so it all balances itsself out. But if i know i havent eaten enough i make a conscious effort to eat more :)

  5. Oh Lord, I hope my decidedly lost motivation to everything will find its way under your skin! (Still sulking over for my phone :D I miss one of the videos I recorded and wish I hadn't been too lazy to transfer it to the USB.)
    Men du - STARK SOM EN HÄST! (Hur faktiskt bra är jag att skrivande på svenska! :--D Hehhe)

    1. Im sorry about your phone.... I know how it feels though. In summer my phone had to get fixed and i couldnt transfer anything over so i did lose quite a few pictures and videos :(

      Hahah yeah, i can understand it anyway :) Do you learn Swedish in school, or? :)

    2. Oh, sorry for your losses as well :(

      YEY! Hah, yeah, it's actually one of my most favourite subjects :) I do have an A, but I took a conscious risk with that -ande form... We haven't been taught that yet :D It did sound a little waddly in my ear, too.