Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Friday, October 24, 2014

School day

All evening ive wondered what i should write on my blog... not really finding the words or inspiration for posts at the moment. Which might be noticable.. it feels like there is just a gaping whole. No imagination or creativity and then when i do feel inspired for blog posts i dont have the time to write them :( I have loads of drafts whcih i just havent had time or motivation to finish.
    And then with emails... only a few days ago i had 2 in my inbox but now im around 30 emails in just 2-3 days might take some time to get a reply. I do also have school work this break as well as wanting to take a mental break.
   I like emailing, knowing i can help people personally but sometimes i can find myself repeating things... sending out the same information to 10 people. So do make sure that you check my FAQ or leave a comment on my blog as it will most probably be quicker to get a reply then :)
  Like i mentioned i dont mind emailing people, its just that it does take alot of time and i am someone who thinks about things before i answer. I want to try my best to help and give as best advice i can... making it take time to reply to all emails.
  However, if you just have a few questions then its much easier for me to answer and you usually get an answer alot quicker :) Bare that in mind if you send me an email. It takes alot longer time to reply when i have an essay to read and 101 questions to answer (Please DONT take this the wrong way. I DONT want to offend anyone. I try my best to answer all emails and i read all your words.)

But onto another topic... my school day. And i dressed as Rose the Riveter:

Luckily people could guess what i was 8/10 times. This year the amount of people who dressed up was very few... last year almost the whole school wore a costume this year it was mainly the 3rd years (or whatever you would call us.. the last year of high school) and my friends were all super ambitious with their costumes. I would love to share a picture but it would be wrong :( :( But they all looked great anyway!! Crazy to think that they travelled on the bus/tube looking the way they did ) haha.
  My dress up skills are -5, but atleast i dressed up as something!!

^^Look back on previous post to see how i actually looked (with hair up and headband... didnt take any photos of how i looked today.)

The day passed by quickly and by the last lesson everyone was yawning, both the teachers and students everyone longing for their break to begin. However mine doesnt begin yet... tomorrow its a long day filled with tests from 8.30 to 4pm but need to be there from 8am to 4.30pm). You can look at old test papers to prepare but i feel i dont have the energy for it, so instead its a movie with my family and snacks :) A good way to end this week and tomorrow its a 6am wake up call :) I hope you have all had a lovely day :)


  1. I have read back but can't find the answer so apologies if you have already addressed this, but what tests are you having to do tomorrow? And how mean for it to be on Saturday!

    1. Dont apologize :) Its like the SATs.. but its called Högskoleprovet :) Yeah sucks that its on Saturday, but its so that everybody can do it!