Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, October 16, 2014

Relaxation time with a movie

This evening i got the worst cramps leaving me lying in bed... not able to do much else. The life of a girl.... ;)
   Luckily my cramps arent always this bad however... every few months they are so bad that i cant move, cant eat and what i do eat doesnt stay down.

When lying in bed i decided i might as well watch a film, its not like i had anything better to do. So i put on the film Lucy with Scarlett Johansson and was able to watch that for the 85 minutes and also able to eat a few handfuls of nuts and rasins :) And now the cramps are sort of gone... so going to eat some form of light, late dinner. (?? Snack)
I liked the film Lucy.... it wasnt like one of those meaningless movies which seems to be all the new movies. I liked how it had some scienc-y stuff in it and things about chemistry which i have recently learnt alot about... so it was like i could use my brain and the things ive learnt to full understand it :)
  Is it a film i would watch again.. maybe not. But it was entertaining, so if you have nothing better to do. Then i suggest you watch it :)

Tomorrow its Friday and one day closer to the weekend and then only 7 days until my autumn break :) Yes.... im counting down the days :)
Now time to eat something and then sleep :) 

Hope you have all had alovely day :)


  1. We have break on the same day!!!! Im counting down too :p Im currently away at school so that means I get to go home!! I also have a lot to do though. I just found out that I have a mid term exam next week :/ on top of 2 essays and looks like we'll both have a fun week! Haha...This is my break :p

    1. That sounds really nice :) It must be nice to get to go home?
      Ohh thats not so fun. But im sure we can both make it!! We can just do our best after all :)

  2. Ahaha! I know the feeling. I once made a little calender at the end of the year and crossed out the days with a black pen. It made me feel good that it was black like all those days I didn't want to be in school were gone. Sounds weird I know. But it worked for me I guess. I still sometimes count the dats down but I realized that keeping too much track if time makes it go by slower. But still sometimes I just can't help it ;)

    1. I dont cross out the days... more that i think.. ok, only 5 more days or 4 more days etc :) Though sometimes its such a pity to do that because then you live your life just waiting for something and waiting for another day. Never really appreciating life at the moment. But i try my best to everyday see the good things and to think postiive adn it helps :) But also having something to look forward to helps!!