Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, October 23, 2014

Pictures from my day

No school today so that meant catching up on sleep, series, rest and also finishing my last essay!! That relief when i sent it in... and yes, more than 24 hours before the deadline ;)Ambitious or what? hahah
   I almost always send my essays in before the deadline, i just want to get it out of the way. My friends all mock me for doing it... they sit and write their essays right up until 11.58pm whilst i like to send it in in the morning or the evening before. Thats just how i am ;) And it feels better knowing that all my assignments, essays and tests for this week, and what i have been stressing over for the past few weeks are all done. There is nothing more i can do.
  Am i happy with how i have done? Well the perfectionist in me tells me that it wasnt good enough and that i could have done more... but thats just how i am. I always feel that my work isnt good enough. But whats done is done, now its just to wait a few weeks until i get my grade!!
Tomorrow is my last day in school and i also need to dress up - a picture of how im planning to dress up is posted below...Please guess and let me know who you think i am.... I am hoping its obvious, but my mum couldnt even guess so im not so sure :(:(
  And to those of you who suggested Alice in Wonderland its a great suggestion, but that was what i was last year ;) haha so needed to opt for something different this year!!

I am also wondering Is anybody having difficulty commenting on my blog or reading my blog? Please let me know if you are!!! There seems to be some people having problems with both, but im not really sure what the problem is :(:(
  So if you are having problems please email me :)

Below are some photos from today :)

 ^^ How it looks when i eat lunch in my room :)

^^It was only 3 rows left... they went down quickly :)

^^If you can tell who i am dressed as - please comment!!! :)


  1. we can do it!!<3?

    1. yaaaa :) Im so glad you commented and guessed!

    2. Hehe I think you look really great!:)

  2. Rosie the riveter! :))


  4. Oh my gosh I watched that pretty little liars special yesterday! Ahh I love it so much, do you have any theories about A?

    1. I love Pretty little Liars... but i do feel its dragging out a bit ;) You just sort of want to know who A is!
      I have no idea actually... i think it could be some character who you have seen very little of.. like someone in the school or something. But that would be very boring.

      Do you have any ideas? :)

    2. I know what you mean, they said in the special though that the 'big A' would be revealed next season, so hopefully our questions will be answered soon! It's annoying though how they keep revealing people as A, only for them not actually to be A.

      In terms of who I think A is....I have a sneaking suspicion that it's going to be one of the four girls, purely for the shock factor this would have. I have absolutely no evidence to back this up though! :L