Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, October 7, 2014

Pancake snack

When you have had a long, rough day then you need something good to look forward to.
   And so i decided to make an extra delicious night snack!

Today its been grey and raining all day - which i hate. Whenever it rains i just feel like crying... nope, not normal at all. But it affects me so negatively, but i try to make things positive anyway. Working hard in school all day, answering emails and this evening taking some time for myself!

When my parents came home from work i was sitting at the kitchen table in my pyjamas with my feet up on another chair. I had 3 bowls around me, 2 cups of tea and water, pancakes etc (it looked like a buffet) and was fully enjoying my meal! Both my mum and step dad just laughed at me... calling me a 'livsnjutare' i.e a life enjoyer! Doing these small extra things to really enjoy life. And that is very true :)
  I would have loved if a picture had been taken of me sitting there - looking super comfy with numerous plates and bowls around me :)
  But thats the way i like to do it... serve myself a little mini buffet because well... night snacking is the best snacking!


  1. Recipe for pancakes?

  2. OMG!!! SO GOOD!!! What is that brown stuff in the bowl?

  3. Your food looks delicious :) I haven't had internet for two and a half days so had to do a lot of catching up (emails, blogs, social media, research etc. ) I'm internet addicted! But maybe a break like this is good for me. When I don't have much time to read your blog (which has been happening lately, unfortunately) posts build up and I feel like I'll never catch up. But of course that's just in my mind. It doesn't take much time to read your blog as I just read it so fast I want to know what you wrote so bad! :) now I've finally caught up so I'm relieved and happy :)

  4. How do you make those pancakes?