Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Sunday, October 26, 2014

One of those mornings

Today was one of those mornings where i didnt want to wake up from my dream..... My parents had gotten up and started making noise in the kitchen which woke me from my dream... but i wasnt ready to get up yet, i still wanted my dream to continue.
  But i got up anyway..... And this morning was a morning where i did not like what i saw in the mirror... my belly is still super bloated which it has been for the past week or so. However i think i know what it is so im going to change some things in my diet and i also have a doctors appointment on Tuesday and im hoping to meet the dietician soon as well.
   Also my hair was greasy and my skin was dry.... just a bad combination in general. :/ So not one of those wow i feel great days. But thats life.... instead of sitting and thinking about my body or how bloated i am. Instead i took the dog for a walk - thats always a good way to clear my mind and get me in a positive mood! Which it sure did :)

  Also, as the clocks went back last night it means that now its brighter outside and not as cold either.... finally its more like autumn with the falling orange leaves, and its not so cold either.....

Another thing which has got me in a good mood is that in a few days time (c.a a week) i can begin counting down the days to my birthday.... the end of November, but still.... its always the 3 weeks before my birthday which is more exciting but then the actual day of my birthday thats just like 'meehhhhh' ;)

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