Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Saturday, October 4, 2014

My outfit and egoistic!

Today my parents bought me a full length mirror, something i have wanted since 2012. But my mum has always been against it because she doesnt want us (my sister and I) focusing so much attention on how we look. And i understand her... But when they were at Ikea today i finally convinced them to buy me a mirror!
  Now im wondering if that was a good choice or not, haahha! Lots more outfit pictures and fullbody pictures will be posted ;) No dont worry, ill keep them to a minimum! Maybe not for the first week when its a chock to see myself - my whole self in a mirror!

Perfect timing anyway because now i could take photos of my outfit for this evening :) I am having waves of being super excited to go to the party to just wanting to stay in bed and watch series, to then wanting to go out to a club after this house party!
  Hahah, but im all ready to go now, so i guess there is no changing my mind. Infact, doing something different is good :) I have the rest of my life to spend in pyjamas curled up in bed! I dont want to be an old person too early :)

Next stop... better camera. Dont even know what happened with my camera to make all the pictures so bad :(


  1. You look stunning!! I'd really like it if you did a post on your hair. You have amazing hair and I was just wondering how anorexia affected it. My hair is really thin and keeps falling out despite being in recovery. Also could you post your hair routine?!

    1. Thank you :) :)
      I will write a post about my hair care... which is actually very little, haah!

  2. What is the mirror you bought? I am looking for one to decorate my room as I have absolutely no furniture right now, and your mirror looks like one I would get :) Besides, we also shop at Ikea. I just love that store as I'm also interested in interior design.
    Yeah, I understand that it's better not to focus so much on appearance. In my previous apartment we had lots of mirrors attached to doors which wasn't good for me since I always criticized my body. It was a routine when I'd look in certain mirrors at a certain time in the morning. So I'm happy in a way that I don't have to look in those mirrors again :) But now I'll only have one mirror (ok two, theres one in the bathroom) and won't focus on how I look soo much. But since I have a small room a mirror will make it look bigger.
    I agree with the anonymous above, your hair is very pretty! And you look so pretty and adorable :)
    Good luck at the party and have fun!!

    1. Im not so sure which type of mirror it is as my mum had taken away the plastic and that when she gave it to me... but its one of those simple ones, haha!
      Mirrors can be both good and bad... its so easy to get caught up in constantly looking in the mirror which isnt a good thing. So far that hasnt happened and im hoping to not let it happen either because i dont think its so good!
      And thank you ;)

  3. You are soooo pretty ♥ The black dress suits you so much

  4. Izzy you're so beautiful!!! Your eyes are super gorgeous!! :) I hope you've had a nice day :)