Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Saturday, October 25, 2014

Cookies and cream cheesecake brownies

You should all know by now that i LOVE anything that is cookies and cream :) Its my weakness!!!
  Oreos, oreo chocolate, cookies and cream milkshake, cookies and cream cookies, cookies with oreo in them, cookies and cream questbars .... and the list goes on.

So when i found this recipe, well... my heart skipped a beat!!! I need to try making them! (And the most important eating half of the pan one or two of them ;);)
  That is my mission for next week to make these :):) Though i need to find some friends to share it with because i am pretty sure i could eat it all by myself within a day or two...and as my sister doesnt eat gluten and my parents are avoiding foods like chocolate etc then its up to me to eat them :) Though i dont have a problem with that if im honest!

Enough babbling, heres the recipe and if you try it, let me know :)

Recipe from HERE

Cookies and Cream Cheesecake Brownies | #recipes #brownies #SundaySupper

cookies and cream cheesecake brownies
Yield: 16 to 20 brownies
    Cheesecake Layer:
  • 1 package (8 ounces) cream cheese, softened (I used 1/3 less fat)
  • 1/4 cup granulated sugar
  • 1 egg
  • 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
  • Brownie Layer:
  • 1/2 cup all-purpose flour
  • 1 teaspoon baking powder
  • 1/2 cup unsalted butter, melted
  • 1/2 cup granulated sugar
  • 1/2 cup packed brown sugar
  • 1/2 cup unsweetened cocoa powder
  • 2 eggs
  • 1 teaspoon vanilla extract
  • 12 chocolate sandwich cookies, crushed
  • 8 chocolate sandwich cookies, cut into quarters
  1. Preheat oven to 350°F. Spray a 9-inch square baking pan with baking spray and set aside.
  2. Prepare Cheesecake Layer:In a small bowl add cream cheese, sugar, egg and vanilla. Beat on medium-high until smooth and combined. Set aside.
  3. Prepare Brownie Layer: In a small bowl, whisk flour and baking powder.
  4. In a large bowl, combine butter, sugars and cocoa powder. Beat in eggs and vanilla until combined.
  5. Fold in flour mixture and crushed cookies until combined. Pour into prepared baking dish. Spoon dollops of cream cheese mixture over brownie layer. Sprinkle with remaining coarsely chopped cookies.
  6. Bake for 20 to 25 minutes or until a toothpick inserted in the center comes out clean. Remove to a wire rack to cool completely. Cut into squares.


  1. we sell something similar at the cafe I work in, every day I see and and want to have some haha! but its always sold out by my lunch break unfortunately :P

    1. You should eat one for a morning snack then... :) Or take one and save it for later!