Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, September 23, 2014


Trying to find words to write about my day..... There really isnt much to say.. Ive had lots of thoughts and sparks of inspiration today, so im going to try formulate them, and write something... though i feel like all the ideas are being tangled into one big knot and i cant quite put words to it all.
    Blog posts, email replies and essay assignments and tests... all the words jumbled into one big knot inside my head.
  I am filled with energy today, so i am going to make use of that energy and let my busy fast typing fingers put words to all my thoughts and ideas.

For now, here are some pictures from today :)

1)Got to school an hour earlier to spend doing homework assignments (a celsius and a questbar to keep me awake and going)
2) Daisy when i came home from school
3) My outfit of the day
4) This is what happens when you go food shopping and you are hungry! Though the chocolate and rice puffs werent for me!

^^Hhahaha... her look when i pull the covers off her head.. not happy at all

^^When i tell her that she needs to go out


  1. I don't have any experience with keeping a dog. I'm very afraid of dog too. I know it sounds weird to you, but I usually imagine that all dogs will bite me if I get near them. There had been incident on news that people were bite by dog. I will run away as fast as I could if I see dogs hahaha. Does your dog ever bite you? Or anyone else around her? Does your dog understands whatever you say? Like what you told her in the picture? And how she doing her 'business'? In the toilet too? Haha I think these are really funny and silly questions but I am soooo curious. Have a great winter!

    1. Being scared of dogs isnt something unusual, however its a fear you can overcome. And can be very helpful in life because you cant avoid dogs forever... if you are out walking or in town or staying at someones place there might be dogs. And not all dogs are bad, of course there are some dogs that bite or bark, but not all of them.
      Daisy never bites, she is a dog that can bark sometimes... thats just her breed (a beagle). But she is very friendly... friendly to all other dogs, to other people and even children. Sometimes when im out walking children come up and ask if they can pet her and she is ok with that :) And i can even walk loose with Daisy and she is fine... though the problem is that she can run up to other dogs which isnt always good so i prefer to keep her on the lead.
      Yes, my dog is very smart :) Extra smart in fact. I have had 2 other dogs and they were great dogs, but Daisy really understands what i say.
      Hahah, no i take her for several short (or long if i have time) walks a day so she can do her buisness outside :) Though some times when she hasnt been out for house she ends up peeing inside, but thats understandable... she is only a dog :)

      If you are very scared of dogs, i suggest you seek help and therapuy to overcome the fear. Ive heard that CBT training is very good :)