Trying to gather my thoughts and put words to them.... where to start?
Well, i had an awesome workout after breakfast and even if i had planned the timing of everything, somehow, somewhere it went wrong.. haha Though thats life. So i didnt go to school early and didnt get any work done like i had planned, though some emails got answered anyway!
Lots of school work done today and i felt the stress of my assignments building up. Its strange, i have done pretty much all the research needed for several of my assignments, and all i need to do is gather my thoughts and put it all together for my first draft. And im feeling stressed, like i havent done enough... yet 90% of the class havent even started... and wont start until the week its due.
Its strange that. Im doing more than enough, i know that logically. Yet, the irrational, perfectionist side of my brain that takes full control when i have alot going on... that keeps telling me im not doing enough. That more can be done.
Due to an extra thing in school today - which was mandatory, i ended later than i thought. But there is no point in complaining, thats how it is with school.
When i came home i got the weirdest cravings for halloumi. Im not a cheese type of person, and only eat halloumi now and again. Though i do like it, so really i should eat it more often. And i relearnt my love for it today as well! Half a package halloumi fried in oil & quark with nuts and seeds. A delicious snack :)
Since then little bits of school work, series watching, making dinner, eating dinner, talking with family etc have been done!
And now im about to eat my night snack and put on a series or something... though i feel i need some inspiration with series ideas :) Please comment if you have any :)
I also put together a little progress picture - from when i first began strength training (sometime 2012) to now, 2 years later. Sometimes it feels like i make no progress, but then when i make collages like this i realise i have come far :) :) It gives me even more motivation :) And i think its something like 6-8kg difference in the photos :)