Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Tuesday, September 16, 2014

School work and snacks

At the moment my journal/calender is overlflowing with assignments and deadlines, it feels like once i cross one thing out 2 more are added. Never really getting a break... coming home at 5pm and then having to sit down and begin writing on essays and assignments and doing research. I feel like my mind is soon going to bubble over from over exertion. I just want a break... This inner stress is once again beginning to bubble up as my calender begins to fill up with assignments.
  Im the type of person who wants to get everything over and done with, so suddenly i am doing 10 different things at once because i just want to get them over with. But really i know, i can leave some of the things to the weekend... but at the same time i dont. Because by the time its the weekend i will have 5 more things to do and other things will have piled up. So i just want to get everything done....

Since i came home at 5pm, until now 8.40pm ive spent infront of the computer working on school stuff as well as replying to various emails.
  But now i am so completely exhausted infact, i feel tomorrow will be an awful day because all i want to do is sleep. Check out from life and responsibilities and deadlines for 24-72 hours..... Weekend couldnt come soon enough.

Here are a few of my meals today ;)


  1. Have you baked anything lately? Are you not really into baking so much these days?

    1. No i dont have the time or ingredients for it... :/ We dont really have flour or butter or things like that at home and for raw food things its expensive to buy all the nuts and dried fruit etc ;) But also havent really felt like it.... Inspiration might hit sometime, i hope so anyway!

  2. It will be ok. I know it's hectic with school, your blog, life but you seem to be a very responsible person (you got your sh*t together, like some say ;)) so I think in the end everything will turn out the way it's supposed to. It's just to take everything at a time and just breathe. You can do it!!
    Btw that dress looks really cute on you! :)

    1. Thank you ) Yes, you could say that i have my shit together....but sometimes it really doesn't feel like it. hahah ;)

  3. What are the nuts that you put on top of your snack? Looks extra tasty today :)

  4. your dress is so pretty. suits you very well :)