Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Tuesday, September 16, 2014

School work and snacks

At the moment my journal/calender is overlflowing with assignments and deadlines, it feels like once i cross one thing out 2 more are added. Never really getting a break... coming home at 5pm and then having to sit down and begin writing on essays and assignments and doing research. I feel like my mind is soon going to bubble over from over exertion. I just want a break... This inner stress is once again beginning to bubble up as my calender begins to fill up with assignments.
  Im the type of person who wants to get everything over and done with, so suddenly i am doing 10 different things at once because i just want to get them over with. But really i know, i can leave some of the things to the weekend... but at the same time i dont. Because by the time its the weekend i will have 5 more things to do and other things will have piled up. So i just want to get everything done....

Since i came home at 5pm, until now 8.40pm ive spent infront of the computer working on school stuff as well as replying to various emails.
  But now i am so completely exhausted infact, i feel tomorrow will be an awful day because all i want to do is sleep. Check out from life and responsibilities and deadlines for 24-72 hours..... Weekend couldnt come soon enough.

Here are a few of my meals today ;)


  1. Have you baked anything lately? Are you not really into baking so much these days?

    1. No i dont have the time or ingredients for it... :/ We dont really have flour or butter or things like that at home and for raw food things its expensive to buy all the nuts and dried fruit etc ;) But also havent really felt like it.... Inspiration might hit sometime, i hope so anyway!

  2. It will be ok. I know it's hectic with school, your blog, life but you seem to be a very responsible person (you got your sh*t together, like some say ;)) so I think in the end everything will turn out the way it's supposed to. It's just to take everything at a time and just breathe. You can do it!!
    Btw that dress looks really cute on you! :)

    1. Thank you ) Yes, you could say that i have my shit together....but sometimes it really doesn't feel like it. hahah ;)

  3. What are the nuts that you put on top of your snack? Looks extra tasty today :)

  4. your dress is so pretty. suits you very well :)