Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Monday, September 15, 2014

School day

Tired eyes and tired mind, trying to keep myself awake with extra cups of coffee. Its only 5.20pm but i'm ready for bed.... Infact, i would love to take a nap but i know that if i do, i then wont be able to sleep tonight!!!

Today has been such a long day, infact... Mondays are the worst school day for me. I dont have a problem with actual Monday... i know many seem to hate this day just because it means its the end of the weekend and often back to school or work. But to me, I like Mondays. I like that it feels like a new start almost? But my school day today, nope... i dont like it at all. It feels like i have to cram so much information from all these different lessons on top of each other. No time to just take a 15 minute break. Not have to think soo much... Hahah, using my brain so much is hard.
   When it came to my last class which was maths and i had my maths test, it was a struggle to keep my eyes open. I just wanted to leave the class, leave the school... come home. Luckily the test was nothing difficult, so even with a foggy brain i was able to complete it and happy with what i did.

On my way home i decided to stop in the sports shop and treat myself to a questbar... i had wanted to make quest puffs, but i was too inpatient and just wanted to eat it!!!

My delicious snack after a long day with too little food i made myself some quark mixed with yoghurt, granola, almonds & walnuts. a pear and a questbar (followed by a row of salted almond chocolate) :)

With food in my belly im now going to try to tackle some homework and the last bit of studying for my test tomorrow, and then onto my social media things :) :)

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