Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Not everyday is good, but there is something good in every day

Its cloudy, its rainy and its Wednesday. The middle of the week... Tired from the 2 days in school, but at the same time longing for the weekend and the next 2 days to be over.... Wednesday, the middle of the week where you are both tired and ready to go!
   On a sidenote, one of my friends changed her schedule plan and her lesson times so that she doesn't have any school on Wednesday!! Not at all jealous of that ;);) I would love to have a day off in the middle of the week... :)

I love how some of you commented on my previous 'sharing victories' post and some have even emailed me, which is great :) I am going to post those during the weeks, keep sharing other peoples motivation to help inspire and motivate YOU :)

The only thing i was craving this morning was fruit... or more rightly put, i wasn't craving oatmeal, eggs, yoghurt.... so the best thing after that was fruit! And i made a delicious fruit salad with an orange, pear and apple topped with quark and cottage cheese mixed with funlight and then added some walnuts!

Now its time to get ready, drink another cup of coffee and luckily... i actually have 30 minutes before i have to leave :)
Thats a nice change for once ;) No 5 minutes 'need to get everything done' panic! :)

Have a lovely day :)


  1. Mmmm, fruit salad. I'll have to get some fruit next time I go to the store. It's always nice when you have extra time in the morning :)
    Do you go to Ikea for furniture? It's super popular in Russia, so we'd usually go there as it's so convenient.
    Would you run the color run again?
    Do you like amusement parks? Roller coasters? What is your favorite ride?
    If you could only eat three foods/dishes for a month what would they be?
    Do you like jelly beans, Oreos, marshmallows?
    Do you wear slippers or socks around the house or do you just walk around barefoot?
    What's your favorite flower?
    Do you have a guilty pleasure?(you don't have to answer this question if you don't want to. No pressure ;))
    What movies/cartoons did you watch as a kid?
    Are you reading anything at the moment? Maybe planning on reading some book?
    What movie genre is your favorite?
    Do you like sleepovers?
    Do you like climbing trees? Rock climbing? It's super fun!
    Are you tired of these random questions?
    Have a wonderful day! :)

    1. I love all the questions :) I'm gonna try answer tonight!

    2. I love climbing things haha

  2. Do you have ever feel like tired of eating? You know what, most of the time, when I eat something, the food will never finish. Somehow I feel like my appetite suddenly go away when I am eating something. I hate this. I don't want to waste any food. --'

    1. Maybe you can try eating more calorie dense food then, or making things like smoothies or milkshakes for snacks (or part of snacks) so it doesnt feel like you spend 30 minutes eating each time.... also try taking bigger bites.. putting more food on the fork/spoon. I mean, you dont have to eat a meal in 5 minutes, but it shouldnt take you forever to eat either. Try to enjoy it... dont eat miniscule portions, eat normal ones but if it helps take ex. more potatoes or pasta instead of salad, then it wont take as long time to eat and you wont have as much on your plate :)