Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

My life at the moment is completely different to how it once was. I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia and depression as well as struggling with self harm and overexercising. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
And since 2012 i have been declared healthy from my eating disorder.

I have been blogging for 7 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I now blog about recovery, my life, veganism and positivity!

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Friday, September 5, 2014

Morning Madness

These past 2 weeks where i've been back at school i feel like my thoughts have been very scattered, all over the place. Not to mention the forgetfulness which has been going on. One day its my pencil case, the next it's my journal, the following day i forget my gym shoes and only a few days later i forget my change of clothes for after the gym. Ohh, and of course all the times i've lost/forgotten my keys all over the school these past 2 weeks... like i wrote on Wednesday i had lost my keys (and im smart and have all my keys on one chain.. hahah). And guess where my keys were found? Hanging from the lock on my unlocked locker???
   Did i just walk away from my locker without locking, and leaving my keys hanging there? Apparently. hahaha, i don't even want to know what the teacher who found them thinks of me. But like i said, My thoughts are every where right now.

And this morning was no different. At first i couldn't figure out why the coffee machine wasn't working, but finally after 5 minutes i realise it wasn't plugged in -_- Though in my defense i was still half asleep! Only moments later i manage to spill half of my coffee on the mat walking to my room ^_^
   Then when im going to take my pills before breakfast, im going to put 2 in my mouth but end up putting them in my glass of water?Hahaha, not such a good idea.
   You would think i'm making this up, but then when i'm going to eat breakfast my first bite and i manage to spill it down my top? *What is happening?
  But after that... so far there doesn't seem to be any more slip ups however, now that i notice the time i realise that i am very pressed for time!!!!

I hope you all have a great day :)

&&1 more crisp bread with spread and chicken & some almonds!


  1. I just found this in my old diary and I don't know why but it really hit me:
    I thought why am I doing this to myself there are people out there who are fighting for their lives, there are people out there who can't eat because they don't have anything and here I am this spoiled brat who has food in excess and is angry at it because it might make her fat.

    I'm so happy I'm over this nightmare...

  2. What is spread? Sorry, it probably goes by a different name her. :)

    1. I think it's like butter but with only fats from plants. :-) check this.