Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Monday, September 15, 2014

Monday morning

Monday morning and week 38! Only 14 more weeks until 2015 ;);) Seems a little crazy right ?
  As its too early for me at the moment - 6.30 am (though got up at 6) i had to actually Google what weeks it is... but in all fairness, keeping track of the date and day is hard enough, not to mention the week.
  But i love this site: i just google in What week is it? And this comes up :) Saves all my problems, especially when it comes to planning! :)

While i was making my breakfast this morning my sister came into the kitchen and was like Wow!! Thats a big breakfast... if someone knows how to make breakfast, its you!
  Should i take this as a compliment or not? But to me... my breakfast didn't look that big, not compared to other breakfast's ive had.... Infact, this was my Im not feeling that hungry but i need to eat breakfast ;)

Once again i seem to be running late.... its strange, i give myself 90 minutes to get ready, but even that doesn't seem enough some days. And then other times when i have only 15 minutes to get ready, eat breakfast etc i get everything done and even have time to write a post or two??? What do i even do with my time? Its crazy. I have 10 minutes to put on make up, brush my hair, straighten my hair, brush my teeth, pack my bag, make sure i have everything.... stop writing this post, put on my shoes & jacket and actually leave the house.....Now i have 9 minutes ;) hahaha!


  1. i reckon she meant it as a compliment - people don't seem to think too much into what they are saying... its more the person on the receiving end that takes more notice of it!!!!

    1. Yes im sure it was, and even if it was something negative, it wouldnt bother me. I would still eat the same amount that i always do!! :)

  2. For me it looks really delish and not to much :) I eat bigger portions for breakfast and sometimes after 2-3 hours I am hungry again haha :)