Life without Anorexia

My motto is
'Dont let the sadness of your past & the fear of your future ruin the happiness of your present'

I am a generally happy girl who loves running, going to the gym and eating food!! Though my life has been very different.
I spent 5 years sick with anorexia nervosia & purging tendencies & over exercising. I was depressed and self harmed. I spent 2 years in different treatment centres.
After alot of struggles, lots of ups and downs, suicide attempts, tears, anxiety, panic and never thinking i would be healthy.
I am now declared healthy from anorexia nervosia.

I have been blogging for 4 years, and my whole journey is written in my posts. I now represent healthy and happiness. I want to show anyone struggling that it is possible to recover, no matter how hard it may seem.

I am happy and healthy and living my life. Going to school, meeting friends and trying to find myself in this world.

I write about my daily life, but also try to write posts about how it was when i was sick, advice and tips.
I am open and friendly, so dont be scared about writing a post or sending me an email at:


Thursday, September 11, 2014

Good day

Today i have just been an energy bunny all day, despite my tiredness this morning.
   I had my first lesson before i then went to the gym, then bought lunch. Travelled 45 minutes to the hospital, sat and ate lunch while working on one of my school assignments. I even had time to begin studying and working on another of my assignments... all from my mobile!! I must say, i am in love with smartphones, 3g and Google drive!!! So handy to be able to just sit anywhere and be able research and write in my school documents :) Infact, i studied and worked better sitting in the waiting room of the hospital than i would have done at home :)

One of the best salads ive eaten!!! Lettuce, sweetcorn, avocado, cottage cheese, chicken, sun dried tomatoes and falafels! (You cant see it all but it was ALOT more than what the picture shows... i think i had 6 falafels in my 'bowl' :))

Then i met the doctor, did a few tests and my lung function etc and it wasnt the best of results.... my cold has affected my lungs quite a bit. So my lung function wasn't so good... though that was only to be expected. And instead, its just to focus more on my CF care, add in some running sessions and then go back there in 3 weeks and hope that its better. If it hasn't gotten better then something else will have to be done... though even the doctor said that she thought it was just because of my cold and not something too big to worry about. That it was just to focus more on my treatment and doing more cardio ?!?

Then it was just to spend another 45 minutes on my way home... though the good thing is, in those 90 minutes to and from the hospital i answered All my emails!!! i.e something like 35 emails on my blog email, several ones for my personal email, lots of school emails to read & then even other separate accounts!!!
  Though i love it, i like helping people. Sounds so strange. Of course replying to emails takes time, i personally respond to all of my emails. Think about the questions and want to answer in the best way possible, and also loving having that 'connection' with some of my readers. My regular emailers :) :) You guys know who you are, and i love it :) Even if i may not know you!

When i came home i took the dog for a walk before eating a snack and then doing school work followed by 20 minutes series watching and now I'm about to sit at the kitchen table and do some studying! Not sure where all the energy is coming from... I've only drank 1 coffee and 1 energy drink hours ago? But I'm not complaining, i like having energy and even TIME for all of these things. I think i just feel i have more control at the moment.... that i don't have these things piling up. That i do things right away and know that i can then relax :)

Here are some selfies from my 'feel good' mood :)


  1. I would like to ask you questions about your pet. Do you sleep with your dog? Because I always see your dog in your bed. Does it not really good for your health (you know the fur, and bacteria as dog never wear shoes haha) Why do you need to take your dog for a walk? What food that it eats? ( I know my english sounds funny, sorry for that!)

    1. Ive answered your questions in a post. :)

  2. I'm sorry the results aren't the best. But if it's caused by your cold than maybe it won't be so hard to get them in better shape in a few weeks. You have such a healthy lifestyle and listen and take care of your body. Remember you are doing the best you can :)
    Wow! That's a lot of emails, haha! I thought I got a lot.
    I wanted to say, that sometimes when you are excited about something or super energetic I get that way too! Not always of course. But this is something I like especially because it's morning here and I start my day off right. Just reading about your busy, happy day makes me want to go do stuff, run around, get work done and have fun. So thank you! :)
    You look adorable in those photos! Really shows your mood in my opinion.
    I love it too!! ;) even if I've never really met you :)

    1. Yeah, thats what im thinking. That i'm just going to focus more on my CF care and then hopefully when i go back it will be better. Otherwise i might have to be admitted which i really dont want.
      Hahah :) Sharing my energy with others!!

  3. SÅ vacker du är !! <3 och jag älskar falafael!!!

    1. Tack så mycket!!! <3 Och falafel är sååå gott! Älskar att göra/äta kikärtsburgare/hummous/falafl etc :)